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Wednesday, July 11, 2012

It Never Happened

It's like he doesn't exist anymore.

 I don't know how that happened. I spent two years with the guy and I can't remember a single thing about him. 

The weird thing is that I'm always the type to remember everything.
 Somehow, though, I've been blessed with this gigantic flaw in memory.

No more uneasiness.
It's like the past belongs to someone else now.

I'm new.
It never happened.
Out of site, out of mind, right?

Monday, July 2, 2012

Letter to the Yearbook

     "Where am I?" 

     It's a question I have to ask myself from time to time. On a good day, I know my physical location, but this question, hopefully, is more involved; I have to pause, think about who I am today, and wonder, "how did I get here?" At first I'm tempted to congratulate myself for following my dreams, believing in myself, and never giving up – but I soon get over that. It's taken a few years for the light bulb to go off, but now I understand what really got me through.

      I realized that our "thank you" goes out to our families, friends, and teachers. And when those simple words aren't enough, we go further to share our most genuine smiles, our longest hugs, and our most unregulated fits of joy with the people who got us through. After all, when life seemed flat, they added fizz – precisely that, along with ideas, laughter, and values. Still, we can't forget the times when people were just there for us, too. There were rough patches, undoubtedly, and those closest to us simply stayed on the phone longer or gave us their ice cream. It's wild how they don't even know how much that meant to us – how much they mean to us. May we be lucky enough to keep these people in our lives. May we never forget what got us through – or, more truthfully, who.




Monday, June 25, 2012

Starring Role


Wouldn't it be ideal if people either wanted you or they didn't?

I never realized a person could string you along...

...even though they are only halfway there.

There's too many shades of grey.

Oh wow.

I was never prepared for this one.

Saturday, June 23, 2012

The Power of Vulnerability


I saw this about a year ago.

It changed the way I think and live.

Friday, June 22, 2012

Blame it on my A.D.D, baby..


Love the guy's voice.

It's kind of destructive.

I like it.

Friday, June 15, 2012

The Augusteum

"I look at the Augusteum, and I think that perhaps my life has not actually been so chaotic, after all. It is merely this world that is chaotic, bringing changes to us all that nobody could have anticipated. The Augusteum warns me to not to get attached to any obsolete ideas about who I am, what I represent, whom I belong to, or what function I may once have intended to serve. Yesterday I might have been a glorious monument to somebody, true enough--but tomorrow I could be a fireworks depository. Even in the Eternal City, says the silent Augusteum, one must always be prepared for riotous and endless waves of transformation." -Elizabeth Gilbert

  Everything changed. Everything is changing. Everything will change.

Isn't it wild?

Friday, June 1, 2012

The Greatest Irony of Life

"Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love only to discover that for them, we are just for past times, while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger. Here’s a piece of advice: let go when you’re hurting too much, give up when love isn’t enough and move on when things are not like before. There is someone out there who will love you even more, surely then, you will know true love." -Unknown